My reasoning

The same disclaimer as for the last post applies here as well: don't read this post, i bet you have better things to do.

First a reminder, for me staying here it would mean a start from scratch, like some low end non IT job. A thing i didn't think of in the last post was personal prospering ("maturity", "world awareness", experience that comes with age, "life experience" from now on). A major fuck-up on my side earlier this year proved that i'm not as mature as i thought i was. My parents were very protective mostly isolating me from negative experiences from environment. Another important piece of my history is that i never really had a full blown job. As a side note, seeking life experience is why i moved from Koper to Ljubljana in the first place. A way to fix that? Pain. Lots of it. For example if i would have to struggle to survive that would give me considerable life experience (assuming we are talking about any meaningful time frame). What negative consequences would working a low end job have? Less tech meetups and less pydra hacking due to time constraints.

In this context, let's have a look at what i had from RTV. I learned that not all things can be treated rationally, seen enough ego based decisions. I realized the importance of communication == wasted considerable amount of time and energy due to miscommunication. As far as professional pressure is concerned, I was pretty much completely isolated from it. The problem is that is the source of most pain and consequently most life experience a job gives you :/.

So far i thought technical experience was way more important than life experience, I'm having second thoughts on that one. Tech stuff comes and goes and you have to keep working not to forget it. Not only that you have to keep learning not to be run over by youngsters and new technologies. With life experience it's different, once you learn it new things keep stacking on top of it (excluding mental illnesses & co). So getting life experience at not-so-late stage (i'm 22) of my life seems like a good investment.

Could this be the cause i'm willing to fight for?